Snow On The Windows \ Descent

Nancy: Blizzard, whirlwind, maelstrom of air, snow packed against, blocking, the windows – creating a world of memory and imagination.

Snow On The Windows

a landscape

a geology textbook

a campsite at Jumbo Rocks

a canyon, walking deep into history

a rolling meadow

a cave

icebergs

Mount Kailas, streaming cloud

I might say

    I am shut in

    yes, I am shut in

traveling

traveling

Alan: If I fly, it’s the landing that scares me.  If I climb, it’s the wondering how to get down.

Descent

It’s not the climb that’s so hard –

            even Jack knew that –

                       strength, agility, courage

all that’s needed.  Once there

           the adventure, despite dangers,

  doable.  No,

                      with or without the stolen

           or even offered boon,

                                         it’s the descent –

the stalk collapsing, the magic gone.

Shamans who beat their drums

              then threw their rope-ends into the air

    climbed

                       and vanished

knowing they might not return

                                        might fall down dead or mad.

Those waiting also knew,

                       making the wait a prayer.

My father told of climbing the knotted rope

              to the gym’s very rafters;

                                       then, thinking it smart,

                         he slid down neat and quick,

tearing the calluses off both hands.

              The coach mercurochromed the raw flesh.

     He almost hit the roof again.

A trivial example but worth recalling.

There were oracles of the state who, summoned,

             first went into trance.

                          Only then could they bear the headdress

            hoisted by several men

                                      that otherwise would snap their necks.

    Each time the fierce deity

                         entered them and spoke,

their lives shortened.  Yet it had to be done.

So, as we climb now

     with hands and feet, with our whole bodies

                                     disappearing toward what we cannot know

               may never reach or, reaching, find ungraspable

let us remember

                       when it comes time at last to descend

   to do so gently, slowly –

                                  bearing at least ourselves as proof –

 and with infinite care

               together.

Stolen \ Posting the DANGER Signs At Raven's Gulch

Alan:  When something’s taken from us, how do we react?  Maybe if we see the smaller thefts as a training...

Stolen

I came back to find the generator

          stolen

or rather to see

                           the blue tarp

                   blown against bushes

and the yellow cord

          with its heavy plug

dangling

                           from the outside wall

Easy to guess what happened.

Two men, young, strong, quick

                     could muscle it without trace

(except for the blotch

          of spilled diesel, candy

                             wrapper tossed carelessly aside)

across frozen ground, dead grass, gravel

          and lift it or slide it up planks

                             into their pickup

                      and be gone

They’ll sell it for scrap or pawn it

             for drugs or maybe to pay off Christmas

                               or even (I can hope) keep it

if they get it running

                     after years of no use.

We live in a world of stolen.  Long ago

              when this was just a summer place

                               uninsulated frame camp

                          cobbled from reject lumber

you arrived in the dark

             after the slow hard trip from Boston

                                to light the gas lamp

                                                 heard hissing

             jerked the match away

                                from the cut line in time

Hap McDaniel hired a crew once

             to clear alders at the edge of the next-door field

went home for lunch

             returned to find them driving away with his tools –

guys he was paying.  Hap’s long gone

                        but forty years on we remember

We remember too the story

             of the man who found his front door missing

was sure he knew who took it

                             went to get it back, was asked in, was talking

looked up, noticed a door-shaped bulge

              in the just-papered-over ceiling 

When a thief took every bit 

                               of Ryokan’s so-very-little

he grieved he could not offer him the moon

            shining through the hut’s open window.

For myself, I only wish 

                               along with the generator

I could give to these

            whose need can never be satisfied

a share of the happiness I feel now

            seeing it gone

Nancy: When the icy sea is yet warmer than the frigid air and the air icier than the frozen ground and your own breath is the loudest sound, this is a lonely planet and a cold star.

Posting The DANGER Signs At Raven’s Gulch

Zero degrees.

Wind cuts across the cobble beach

but the trail goes up, into trees.

Not much talking,

climbing; wondering what animal,

or was it the earth itself,

breathed out these white feathers beside the trail?

Height of land.  Now the trail

pitches down.

“STOP,” the signs say, “DANGER.”

This is what we came to do.

And in the cleft,

only the sea, smoking,

smoking.  No ravens.

Except for the hammer, driving nails,

no sound.

The sky,

receiving sea smoke,

makes clouds.

Note: The poem refers to degrees Fahrenheit.  0º Fahrenheit is roughly -18º Celsius.

Salt And Stone Poetry At 200

Two hundred weeks, that is.  When we started Salt And Stone Poetry on March 9, 2011, we gave no thought to its possible lifetime, only that we wanted to post our poems – old and new, one each every week – for as long as we had suitable material.  But having done so for the best part of four years, it’s time to make a change.

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The Steps \ Wabi Sabi – The Green Door

Nancy: Yes, the walk to the well, the weight of the bucket, the climb back up the hill, have compensations difficult to describe but very real.

The Steps

Down the hill, at the well,

four steps have been carved into the icy white stone

of winter.  Four deep steps.

I take the buckets and go.

When I was a child, I was taken to

a famous building.  Later I felt foolish

when they asked me what I had liked best.

The steps.  The white marble cupped and worn

by the passing feet.  They laughed, and I never

mentioned it again, but I remembered the cool sound

in my mind, of stone wearing under the feet.

I think of those steps now, and of the deep wells

of the desert, where the steps are cut

into red or gold sandstone, and generations

of women have worn smooth patterns of descent and climb.

Four steps, the splash of the bucket, dip, lift.

Is it not more wonderful than monuments

that a child could see the feet of strangers in the stones,

and that I burnish, slowly, the heavy cover

and tile of the well?  Is it not beautiful,

to see the dark well water fill with sky?

Alan: There is a comfort, a sadness and mystery in something as simple as an old door nearing the end of its service.

Wabi Sabi – The Green Door

even more worn

more faded now

than in the photo –

flat December dawn

that yet proved luminous –

boards softer

more gapped, warped,

green almost gone

from the grain –

still opens out

into marvelous air

out from shadow

within